I don’t know why everything happens in my life the way that it does. Be it too many hobbies or states or circles, I feel, that have been drawn too big for me, I’ve become rather acquainted with ground zero lately. And at this moment, I’m frustrated. Very frustrated.
Still in a time when the unfamiliar has become my familiar, when the chaos has become my norm, and when the realization and reality of not knowing anything is what I have come to know best, I dig my hands into the sand once again ready to build. And I build.
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Dear God,
Just say, “When…”